CONFESSIONS 6/20

Negatvie (N)ellie

Dec 2, 20224 min read

IN THE BROKENNESS, HE REMAINS.

About a week ago, I awoke in the middle of the night to a large, booming crash. "Sadie." The name sounded like a curse inside my head....

Negatvie (N)ellie

Nov 18, 20224 min read

HIS LOVE

Picture it: Four-and-a-half years ago. The summer of 2018. In the dead heat of a New Mexico Summer. A young, barely beginning blogger...

Negatvie (N)ellie

Nov 4, 20224 min read

JOY IN THE STORM

"How are you having fun right now?" Taking off, full speed ahead, after the ball was released, I'm not sure Oakley Anne would have heard...

Negatvie (N)ellie

Oct 21, 20223 min read

DO IT MESSY

“You’ve got to be kidding me.” Body tense with frustration, I wrestled both with the comforter and the thought of placing the pillow over...

Negatvie (N)ellie

Oct 7, 20224 min read

A YEAR WITH OAKLEY

"No." This may or not have been my very favorite word over the last year. It might have been whispered under my breath in disbelief when...

Negatvie (N)ellie

Sep 23, 20225 min read

27 YEARS OF GRATITUDE

For reasons lost on me, I cannot find the right words to describe how I'm feeling right now. Ok, that was a lie. I have found A LOT of...

Negatvie (N)ellie

Sep 9, 20227 min read

JUST GIVE IT TO HIM

"Just give it to Him.” This is a phrase that has been consistently running bases in my mind the past few weeks. “Just give it to Him.”...

Negatvie (N)ellie

Aug 26, 20225 min read

A WEEK OF MIRACLES

I don’t remember a lot from eighth grade English. Grammatical errors, a classroom in the basement of the school, and one of my first...

Negatvie (N)ellie

Aug 12, 20223 min read

PLACES OF HEALING

I am currently in a healing stage of life. I have some wounds that have set me back a pace, ones that could fester if I let them. Which,...

Negatvie (N)ellie

Jul 29, 20223 min read

I DON’T KNOW

The temper tantrum recorded below no longer describes my feelings or fears. At least not completely. Again, it has become easier to see...